Monday, August 28, 2023

Jesus is my Anti-depressant

 (Subject line brought to you by my favorite district member)

August 28, 2023


你好吗!What's Good! How we doin'? How are the August "Dog Days" treating you? I hear everyone's gettin' back into school these days. . . 
. . . my condolences.

Y'all. This week kinda just . . . happened. There's still noteworthy stuff to tell, but at the same time some of the days just seemed like copy and paste.

A General Authority, Elder Peter M. Johnson, came for a Devo this Tuesday! Unlike a lot of other lecture style devotionals, Elder Johnson was very interactive. He had a couple people on stage who he just asked a bunch of questions about overcoming the world and what that looks like. He talked about faith and confidence - and then the spirit gave me a cool lil' nudge so WARNING: brief sermon incoming! *inhales deeply*
So to have faith is like having confidence in God and in yourself, but what does confidence mean? See the word "confide" in confidence? To have confidence might mean to confide in something, or confide your trust in something, right? To confide in something might mean to "be one" with something, as we do during the sacrament when we take His name on us. So when we "Let God Prevail" we align our view with His, our views are one, we confide in the Lord, we place our confidence in the Lord, and in essence we have faith in the Lord.
. . . Kind of a circular thought in retrospect, but I thought it was cool in the moment.

Our district helped welcome the new guys to the MTC on Wednesday. Kinda fun, kind of really weird to be on the other side of the situation just waiting for someone to wipe away some tears before they start the journey of meetings and more meetings. I carried luggage for a guy who said he had a call to Spain, and then had to recover from cancer real quick before he got re-assigned to Arkansas. BRUV!! The man's dedication is insane.

Language immersion started on Thursday, and that's when all the days really started to be the same. We got two awesome teachers: Sister Spangler who is a fantastic pantomime and has a slight speech impediment, and Sister Hutchinson who is really funny and uses a bunch of trendy words and gestures even though she allegedly dislikes Gen-Z and the slang. . . .

We taught our same "investigator" friend from two weeks ago. My companion Facebook-stalked her and found out she is a church member. Makes sense now considering lesson #2 seemed like it was set to easy mode.

Y'all. Chinese Family is wildly complicated. Imagine not having the simple terms like brother & sister, aunt & uncle, grandma & grandpa; but imagine that each of your aunts and uncles has a specific different title depending on whether they're older or younger than your parents, or whether they're on your mom or your dad's side, or whether they married into your family, etc, etc. It'll really make your ancestors dizzy.

SUNDAYS BRO! They're so rad!! Everyone here complains about Sunday being the busiest day of the week, but I haven't seen that yet. We have sacrament meeting and an evening devotional, and then a big study session in between. It seems a lot more chill than showing up to early morning Stake meetings and then church and then mission prep and then a different mission prep and then a fireside. (Loved the grind this last January. #blessed) As it turns out I can listen to music during our "Go and Do" 2 hour study time. New favorite part of the week for sure. Passio Secundum Johannem by Arvo Pärt was an absolute study banger! A bit on the repetitive side, but the intro though. Heck*n' good stuff. But even more rad was the stuff I was studying. Get buckled everyone, brief sermon #2 incoming.  *big inhale*

Okay, so the Sacrament, right? We partake of the Sacrament before we "Feast on the words of Christ" with some prepared or sometimes impromptu messages from the pulpit. The sacrament itself goes back to the Last Supper, Christ's Passover meal with the Apostles. Ever thought about the symbolic significance of a meal? I had a huge lightbulb moment realizing that meals are a universal symbol of unity. Families gather almost every night for dinner, and we invite friends to join us on holidays and celebrations as well. As we sit at the table we sit in unity, often all eating the same dish as well. Before we eat we often say a blessing, showing unity to God. We hold feasts at weddings when two families become united as a man and woman make vows to each other and to God to unite with God's power in one family. We hold a banquet at funerals when all attending unite to commemorate and celebrate the life of one who has passed on, or one who now unites with the heavenly hosts. Even the very act of eating unites the power of nutrients in food with the organs and cells in the body. Christ shared several examples about the significance of meals: the parable of the Wedding of the King's Son, all of the parables involving vineyards, the feeding of the five thousand, the meal with men on the road to Emmaus, and of course, the Last Supper. It is only fitting that when we take the Lord's name upon us we gather as neighbors and friends in unity for a [sacramental] "meal" so to speak. 

The point is, It's no wonder that we unify ourselves with God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Ghost by partaking of bread and water placed on a table. It's no wonder other faiths refer to this sacrament as "communion." Just a little something for you to chew on this week ;)

Best of luck to y'all this week. Let me know how things are going! Love y'all

--Elder Baer

(Photos include district elders in good study, A temple trip from last week with our good Cantonese district, and a sub-par performance instrument from the hands of the Lord)
 
Morning nap study
Elders Hart & Groscost
 
 
More napping studying
Elders Biggs & Groscost

MTC Sleeps
Foreground: Elders Biggs, Groscost, Baer
Mid background: Elders Hart, Logan
Far background: sleepers and non-sleepers
 
Provo Temple with the Cantonese district (from Home MTC)
 
Provo Temple 
Elders Hart, Groscost, Baer, Biggs, Sheffield, Logan 
 
"a sub-par performance instrument from the hands of the Lord"

Tuesday, August 22, 2023

Terrible, yes . . . but Great!

[Here's the reference from the subject line.] 

August 21, 2023

Hey! What's cookin' everyone? Have y'all been getting as much cloud cover as I have?


Miraculously, I have in fact "endured to the end" of Home MTC! That's right everyone! I have in fact made it an ENTIRE TWO WEEKS into my mission! That's a W in my book. 
The MTC is like the coolest, most psychotic boarding school ever. I don't know how best to describe the MTC other than a pros & cons list as follows:

Pros
  • The missionaries!! I undoubtedly have the coolest district on campus right now. Elder Sheffield is my companion from Southern California who talks to a lot of people and can solve a Rubik's cube in 12 seconds. He reminds me of a lot of friends from home by the way he names things like the "goofy chairs" the "silly little notebooks" and best yet, android's "funny airdrop." Elder Hart plays cello and he gives you the most "goofy stare" when you're trying to teach him as if he were an investigator. His companion, Elder Logan from Hawai'i, takes at least 3 showers a day and eats an average of 3 plates of food per meal. He's a half inch shorter than I am and absolutely shredded. Elder Groscost can be seen a mile away cause he's huge, and he can be heard a mile away with his iconic laugh which is something like a huge wheeze and then "HEE-HEE-HEE" in pure falsetto. You can also hear him growl out "Fēicháng Bù hǎo" [translation:  very extremely not good] with a thumbs down at any time he can -- most often at my terrible puns. Speaking of terrible puns, this brings me to Elder Biggs, our district leader who speaks the exact same "slang" language ["slanguage"] I do and he has officially dubbed me as the funniest man he has ever met (The guy needs to get out more, if that's really true). We can't take anything seriously if we're within 5 feet of each other, it's chaos.
  • The devotionals are absolutely fire!! We had a killer Devo yesterday that started with hymn 98 I need Thee Every Hour played by a guy who was ROCKING IT on the organ. He has to have been a convert from the baptist church, I'm sure. Then we talked about the difference between testimony and conversion and watched clips from Jeffery R. Holland's talk Lovest Thou Me More Than These? Y'all already know the Elder delivers the power of words like no one else.
  • The chocolate milk is still king, even though it really does one on your stomach if you drink too much of it. It makes for a great lesson in the law of diminishing returns--but still not as much as Kraft mac n' cheese will.
Cons
  • The missionaries *insert the Captain Picard facepalm.* I walked in on Wednesday to find that my companion and I were not in the same room as the other four in our district (the room with two empty beds anyway), but in a room full of monkeys, half of them were wearing nothing but their bare undergarments and some others only got half that far (the bottom half, thank goodness). There's the occasional phrase that I would think would stay in the bathroom, but it tends to follow into the dorm rooms. The kind of stuff we hear about that's happened at the MTC is Un. Real. Fistfights, smuggling, sneaking out at night, the unfathomable and more. Elder Logan started one arm wrestle with the district, and within 3 minutes the entire 2nd floor was in the halls lined up for arm wrestles, pioneer leg wrestles, and pull-up competitions.     . . . The good news is we now got the OK to move into the same room as our district.
  • The Cafeteria food. Guys. It's not good. Joke's on me for requesting homemade lasagna and P.F. Chang's as my last meal. R.I.P. my food palate these next 8 weeks :P
  • Our district goes to the fitness room every day to work out, and I have NO idea what to do in the gym. That's really out of my territory guys, I dunno what to do in there other than laugh at the circle of guys hunkered down doing one-handed bicep curls. We're getting it little by little though, the bike machines are pretty familiar.
We got to go to the temple today and perform baptisms for the dead. We bumped into the Cantonese district that was in our meetings online as well, they're so cool. The Provo temple has some colors that I've seen a lot in other temple rooms (white, green, and gold). I thought that the use of those color patterns was really interesting.

The other best thing outside of the pro-con list is the Enlightenment of the Holy Ghost during study times (He's a little harder to find in the residence halls though, to be clear). Yesterday we had 2 straight hours to study, and I wrote a whole bunch of stuff down that was really helpful. I won't relay all of my writing, but if you can, you've GOT to read the page about Atonement in the Bible Dictionary and in the Gospel Topics and Questions section of Gospel Library. REEEEALLY good stuff there. Reading has helped me immensely to gain a testimony of Jesus Christ, but has also just helped me gain a better perspective of life in general. Consistent prayer and scripture reading are awesome, by far the best way to get direction and make decisions
 

--Elder Baer
 
PHOTOS!
 
Provo MTC


The district in the fitness room
Elders Groscost, Sheffield, Baer, Biggs, Hart
 
 
Cafeteria selections
 
Quiet moments at the MTC
 
 
 
 
 

 


 

Thursday, August 17, 2023

. . . but I LIVED!

August 16, 2023

SURPRISE! I'm told to send one message saying that I made it safe to the MTC and I haven't died yet... but sadly, I died (so sorry).

I'll write on Pday and tell you all about what heaven is like.

 
 
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16 August 2023 - Provo MTC Arrival

Last meal - P.F. Chang's in SLC
What do you mean, last meal?

 
Lauren, Evan, Natalie, Jeremy, Noelle, Grandpa J 
  
 
 
On the way to Provo.
 
Entering the MTC grounds.
(Elder Baer says this is an upgrade from his last MTC)
 

 
再见 
Zàijiàn


 

It's just like talking to my parents.

Penguins of Madagascar had it right--Zoom meetings do be a lot like Benny C. talking to Dave the Octopus

August 14, 2023

大家好 ! How is everybody doing? Time goes by so fast! It seems like only yesterday I was surrounded by friends and family, and now here I am "out" in the work surrounded by leftover cans of ginger ale and an empty box of Cap'n Crunch (just getting prepped for Provo).

Home MTC has been a real treat! ...as in, I've had as many treats as I can during all the 10-min breaks in classes. I've been sitting in the same swivel chair for eight hours a day, and on Saturday my b*tt finally cried for mercy so I moved to my dark green villain chair. I feel so much more powerful already. My bed sheets have made a cool little waterfall shmear from me rolling out of bed somewhat conscious in the morning to paddle some pickleball, AND for the first time in this dispensation, the floor of my room is clean! God is good everyone!

I met all the other elders in our district (there are no sisters, oddly enough) and they are all such bros. We've had a lot of awesome discussions while reading in the scriptures and Preach My Gospel, as well as a lot of slideshows that say "rules, rules, rules, and more rules," etc. We've already experienced tragedy and heartache as one of the Elders passed on this week (R.I.P. Elder Whitehead, *sniff* we know you're in a place now, a better MTC district. Your 2 classes with us will always be in our hearts).

My companion is Elder Sheffield, a California jazz trombonist who will serve in the Utah Ogden Mission!!? Wild. We're gettin' along pretty well. We taught a lesson on Friday--our calendar had a "helping others" link to an MTC web page with a bunch of names, bios, and train.mtc emails, and I thought, "Okay, this will be cool, giving lessons with MTC people to practice for lessons with real investigators." . . . and then we were teaching a REAL INVESTIGATOR!?!? They talked about their family situation and their school projects and their move from out-of-state and how some family tension prompted them to look into the religion around here, and it seemed waaaay more legit than I thought. I still have  n o   i d e a  whether those are real investigators or MTC trainers that are realllly good actors. 'Tis a mystery.  [Editor's note:  they are real.]

While still on the topic of gospel stuff, I have a story! So there I was sittin' in class and an elder or two was talking about how wicked the world was, or how they needed to stop thinking about "worldly" things, and then I thought "hey wait a minute..." and I thought up this neat ol' analogy about how the world is kinda like a big kingdom that's just under the heavy, oppressive influence of "Prince John," if you will. Everyone has a different social or economic status (serfs, servants, soldiers, squires, dukes, etc.) and it is true that we do see a lot of people who give in to the influence of "Prince John" (I mean if the adversary had a voice like Peter Ustinov's in the Disney retelling, I would be pretty tempted), but I don't think we pay attention to how many good people there are who are just waiting and hoping for something to turn around in the current monarchy. I think the church is kinda like all the people who remember "King Richard" and know that he's coming back to kick out the current throne-holder. But I don't think that diminishes the good in all the others who are waiting to hear the good news--otherwise I think missionary work would be pointless if "the world" was just completely corrupt.

That's all I got. Amen. Have a fantastic week everyone and stay cool
Love you all!

-Elder Baer

 

 PICTURES!

Home MTC - Evan in his swivel chair.


 . . . and in his wingback chair

 

Wednesday, August 16, 2023

13 August 2023 - Sacrament meeting

"O Store Gud" ("How Great Thou Art"), traditional Swedish folk hymn, arranged by J. Baer
 Evan Baer, violin; Jeremy Baer, piano

 
 
 

"Why I Want to Serve a Mission:  how does one find true happiness, how can I improve my family relationships, and why do terrible things happen to people I care about?"

Monday, August 14, 2023

7 August 2023 -- Set apart and entering Home MTC

Elder Baer is set apart as a full-time missionary by President Smith.


Final goodbyes as Elder Baer enters Home MTC






Saturday, August 12, 2023

12 April 2023 - Mission Call

Friends gathering to guess where Evan will be assigned to serve.
Nathaniel, Natalie, Paige, Lauren, Tyler (Evan)


Map of guesses -- Europe is the most popular choice.



Evan reads his call to serve.